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blueberryraven
26 April 2011 @ 06:19 pm
I cry and cry 'till I can't cry anymore, 
I lay still hoping my breath goes out. 
My mind runs all my painful thoughts, 
back and forth, back and forth. 
My stress level is at breaking point, 
You used me,
You filled my mind with hopeless dreams, 
You told me pretty lies, 
You used me, 
I'm nothing to you, 
Just a piece of trash,
Disposable. 
I fell for your cheesy smile, 
Your weak lines, 
Your pathetic laugh. 
Guess what? 
I'm stronger than you, 
i'm higher than you, 
I'm better than you, 
You're the disposable trash. 
 
 
Current Mood: Stronger...
 
 
blueberryraven
26 April 2011 @ 05:56 pm
We're all mad. 
We're heartless animals, 
We take for ourselves, 
Not caring who we hurt along the way.
We're selfish beasts, 
Tearing down those who stand in our path. 
Destroying their humanity.
We're addicts, addicted to ourselves, 
High on our hidden anger, 
Our angry thoughts repeat in our minds, 
over and over and over, never ending. 
Driving us mad.
We're all mad. 

 
 
Current Mood: Truth...
 
 
blueberryraven
18 April 2011 @ 04:50 pm
I can hear them fighting through the thin walls that separate us.
Their hurtful words penetrate my skin, leaving open wounds. 
My mother's cries ring in my ears. 
With every yell, I can feel myself bleeding from the inside out.
I feel myself melting, in between the sheets. 
My heart is racing, my blood is boiling. 
All I want is for my breath to stop. 
 
 
Current Mood: D:
 
 
blueberryraven
18 April 2011 @ 04:35 pm
My vision turns white, my knees break,
hitting the cement is like hitting a bed of feathers. 
I stumble up the stairs, with your hands on my hips.
The hall is long, fearful clowns hang from all sides. 
The bed's on the left, there's a bong to my right, a pipe in my hand, and a hit in my throat. 
The smell is all around, it's making me sick. 
I lose my footing, your once gentle hands run deep in my pants. 
I feel the pain turn black & purple. 
I cry out but the words never leave my mind. 
The burning shower calms my bruised skin, as the sunrises. 

 
 
Current Mood: :/